What does it make me sad?

I has applied to the famous and Great bureau as the clerk. The bureau is the embassy of U.S. in Korea of republic. I am Korean of republic. I has applied to offices in Korea since1990 when I graduated. So many offices did not send response letters or telephones. I didn't know why they have kept silence to me? I have always thought 'what is my problem?'. I was known to what I had apply to the bureau as.
I want to be the clerk of the bureau as translator of English and Korean. When I known that the job posting was 'dead hit', I requested what the recruiter substituted for me just a moment. I don't know who he accepted my E-mail or not. But I hope that I am the hero like The 'Gimik' japanese comics. The comics said to me "bilinguists become what do you want to be!". Perhaps, if you can read korean, I 'll dump Korean website in korean. the site is www.daum.net, www.naver.com. My common ID is half_magi.